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Oct. 17th, 2008 | 07:29 am

I am fucked up.

I need to stop doing drugs.


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Jun. 23rd, 2008 | 04:58 pm
location: Work
music: I want you- by that band from the 70's

Im just sitting here at work with nothing to do really. Figured I'd write down some of my thoughts to kill some time. I don't know really anymore. Im trying to save up to buy a car/move. It's hard but Im doing an okay job, only spending what I need too... lol just reminded myself I needed to make my student loan payment. There all done, still 1.7k left to pay off but its only a $50 payment each month so im not too worried. car's gunna run somewhere around 1.5-2k and then Im looking at wanting to move with another 2k just to cover deposits and rent for a month or two while i look for a job. In all likelyhood, because my move date is going to be late august if I can help it, I will have july 5'th and 20'th for paydays and then august 5'th/20'th. If everything works out with those paychecks Ill have a grand total of 4.2k when I move.

And oh what a day that will be! Ditching out on soooo many duechebags just to meet new ones. But at least ill be in a city that is more open to vegetarianism than here. I have my selection here but not the "scene". It's really hard to meet veg's my age. Most are too old. Oh well, whatever. Im just ready for a new crowd. Tired of this one. God I hate my work... I always get stuck with the shittiest shifts. And I don't like my coworkers. Like they're friendly but Im not comfortable around them outside of work. Im always saying stupid shit. Always. I just say whatever Im thinking and making jokes that I don't find a big deal but they do. Well thats what I get for working with ALL women. God at least with Galen I had a dude to talk to.

Anyways, as far as love life goes I have an official date on Friday with a friend of mine who just broke up with her BF. She is only 17 but whatever, I'm not going to turn her down if she wants to hook up. In our city (at least) you can be within three years of someone whos underage and not be faced with statutory. So I'm in the clear on that one. She doesnt want a BF and I dont want a GF so I geuss were on the same page. Weve both admitted we think each other's cute and that we wanted to try dating each other but circumstances werent right. At least this way we can hook up before I move and not worry about anything. Then as far as my other interests have been going I basically dropped off on most of their radars. I only take friend zone treatment so much. And that's usually only for any girl whos got a BF as of late.

I just decided I don't care enough about most girls and their petty games to want to be friends with them. My interests are as follows,
-Not eating meat
-Video Games

They do not include
-Eating meat
-Leading people on

So there you go. Obviously if you dont meet 4/7 of my interests and you have a vagina, I don't have time for you. For the first time ever I have cold shouldered a tease. She led me on, never did anything, then tried text messaging me a few days later about how her life is SOOO HORRIBLE because she might have to move out of her apartment. Started with "OMG MY LIFE IS AWFUL" so being the nice guy I am I at least responded with "What happened" Then by the time I got down to the issue of her just basically having to move out of her friends apartment over nothing really I just stopped talking to her. I dont have time for it. So thats enough for now, peace out.

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Sep. 18th, 2007 | 07:56 am
mood: disappointeddisappointed
music: Thumb Circus - WIFS

I dont know what im going to do.

My roommate just told me last night hes moving out. I haven't even gotten us settled into the place yet financially and hes already talking about bailing. its seriously like... wtf.

The funny thing is, im going to have to pay off the deposits for the gas and electric. Then cancel service RIGHT after. I want to find another roommate but fuck. Thats going to be more hassle than its worth. Im only going to ask one of my friends and if he says no im moving out.

God this fucking sucks.

Its almost winter and I dont want to move back into my parents house. Fuuuck.

God damn it. What the fuck ever.

At least well still have the house till Casey and Emily come up.

They are the only fucking reason im not sitting here pulling my hair out.

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Sep. 15th, 2007 | 08:02 am

Guhhh shit is weak.

fuck bills'

and im bored as fuck at work right now.

Time to actually finish my work.

Someone win the lottery so you can shuck me down 100k and I can just fucking work on putting a band together and touring and not have to care about fucking life.


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Sep. 8th, 2007 | 05:26 am
mood: cheerfulcheerful

Yes i just got a raise to 10:50 an hour. Living on my own just became a lot more easy.

But damn did i fuck up by buying 50 dollars worthe of cds. Delinquent on both the gas and electric after the 12th and its only our second month of living here.

My "new" Myspace

Check it out for more pictures of my house.

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Sep. 2nd, 2007 | 06:28 am

I only have like 5 more minutes before i have to get back to work.

Moved into my own house with my roomate Jordan and today or something we're supposed to meet our potential 3rd roomate. Dude's our friends boyfriend and he needs a place to live in Tahoe otherwise hes living in Utah or something forever.

So to anyone who ever wants to come and visit Tahoe you've got a place to crash.

I keep running into people I used to know really well lately. It's been weird and akward. Oh well.

Horrorpops Wednesday in sacramento. Hoping I can get the time off work and get my Psychobilly on.

Mexico was fun, dirty but fun. Will upload pictures once i get them developed and scanned.

Same with other pictures of my living in my houseness.

I miss a lot of people.

Time for work.

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Apr. 26th, 2007 | 08:02 am





Anyways, I know I haven't kept in contact with about almost all of anyone who reads this so Ill sum it up.

Nov. Nothing happened really, stupid inconvenient stuff. Quit my job as a paper boy. Built up a heavy world of warcraft addiction

Dec. Christmas, Kept playing WoW.

Jan. Turned 19, Quit World of Warcraft.Got accepted into Devry Univ. Online to persue a degree of video game making.

Feb. Got a new Job as a night auditor (accountant) for a local hotel.

Mar. Been working/saving up to move out. Decided im not ready for a university just yet.

Apr. Work/turning more and more vegan.

Today I'm back!

Yeah don't really know what else to say. I don't travel much at all anymore. slowly trying to lose weight. Just quit drinking on the basis of I think im bleeding internally. Thats about all thats happened. Ill update more as I go along now.

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Oct. 31st, 2006 | 07:18 am

Happy halloween motherfuckers

I have no costume and im supposed to go to three different parties tonight. AHA

so very very screwed.

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Oct. 23rd, 2006 | 06:57 am

Lol i don't exist anymore.

All I do is work, eat, sleep, play games, and destroy brain cells on my days off if I feel like it.

Soon i'll be nothing but a homeless man begging for change.

Ahh now that's the life.

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Sep. 21st, 2006 | 09:04 am

hmm... i dont know if im still moving.

Turns out that one place sucked. Was like 350 for sharing half a bedroom. will attempt it though. I hate snow...

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